Dad passed me a mail from NUH .
it contains a card .. i tot it's gonna be a permanent appointment card made of hard plastic .
Cool ryt ?
But then .... when i opened it up , it was a Permanent Medical Metal Implant card .
like .... oh wow .
So now that card's gonna be like my 2nd IC !
hhmmmmm ....................
Guess wat ?
i stayed at home throughout !
amazing or wat ??
Another great thing , i didn't even receive 1 bloody MSG or CALL from boifey .
i repeat . NOT EVEN ONE .
yeah , i believe people change . If u wanna blame it on your habit which is naturally like this , then i bet ur the kind of guy whose habits are extremely irregular . Beginning and now , totally different . Dint know that some people's habit can totally change like rockets on speed .
i kept wondering , wat can a guy be so obsessed with ?
Till he seriously can neglect his girlfie THE WHOLE DAY & NIGHT ?
LIKE SERIOUSLY ???!!
The only things i received on my mobile are :-
** someone calling me for elaine's or zee's no.
** Pika calling to use my staff com
** Cuzzie called & msged regarding sheesha outing
NOTHING FROM HIM .
No calls / text msg = u don't miss me OR WORSE , im not in your mind even for a sec ?
must I BE THE 1ST ONE TO ALWAYS MSG YOU ?
It's ok . im used to being neglected .
Anwae , i got to eat dinner wit family . Tho not hungry , mum secretly prepared my fav soft rice .
Yummy ! and so im tempted to eat !! My mum , she always show her care and misses towards us indirectly .
i ♥ her alott . :)
After dinner, i tidy up my closet .
After 2hrs , i discovered nearly half batch of my tops hav not been worn yet !
:D
Still , i WANT A BIGGER CLOSET !
the faster i get married , the faster i move out ..
YIIIIIIIPPPPEEE ~~~~
so let's just pick any random guy outside and i shall say " JOM KAHWIN ! "
hahaa !
im bored .
Goodness .. .
such a very bad dream i had just now .
it seems so hard for me to wake up from my sleep coz i don't wanna dream about it anymore .
Tried hard but couldn't open my eyes , lucky it's not like "Nightmare On Elm Street" whereby Freddy kills people in their sleep !!
Anyway , about my dream , i dreamt about my elder brother passed away .. :'(
I cant remember clearly dy how it happened .. But wat i know is that we all cry & cry ..
If im not wrong , we herd there's an accident somewhere near cck .. and then we got the news , that it was my bro ! :'(
Oh God , i know this is JUST A DREAM .
So , it's just a passing by dream pls .
Change topic , change topic !!
im on off today and i got no plans ..
hmm ....... maybe i should tidy up my wardrobe ..
so messy liao ..
Later i update again kae ..
Still alot to talk about .
♥ ♥
As this keyboard soak my tears , i typed .
Where are we running to ?
Why are we running in circles ?
It feels like forever
The circle is big enough for two
Justify this feelings only to yourself
Soak in life , soak through changes .
Soak in life , soak through changes .
Nothing new about the world
just watching you go by .
I tell myself to separate myself
from the black hole .
yessss arh !!
another collection to my string of babies `````
MY BABY DKNY WATCH IS FINALLY HEEEERE !!!
WOOOOHOOOOOO ~~~~~~
happy , i am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
should i or shouln't i ?
i tink it's time for me to tink about myself ..
coz i dun feel u really mean wat u said , " fren " .
i treasure my friendship , just fyi .
i guess im being way too lenient to u till u crossed the line .
i dun wish to lose a good buddy of 5 years ..
who knws me well , juz coz of some bullshit request of yours .
i understand ur his gf .
u want me to respect your decision .
u want me to stop contacting him coz wat u said is " Prevention is better than cure.. "
i give in to u .
But then , we're frens even WAY BEFORE u guys are together .
and watever u requested is purely out of jealousy .
have trust in your bf , pls .
we used to be close , but after u told me to promise u , u start to give me the cold shoulder .
wth sia .. to the extend of not dropping by to say hi , even tho u always watch movie at Cine ?
even tho u CLEARLY saw me , and u purposely went to other counters at Box instead of mine ?
dat's my workplace ok .
i shud hav listened to your bf's advise to ignore u & juz continue wit our friendship .
ur such a control freak . To me , enough is enough .
im not being a bitch here , nor am i being selfish .
i don't give a damn now .
since u dint even wanna talk to me , see me as an enemy or stranger ,
i shall not abide by your "rule" .
&& , i just realized that he's no longer under my friend's list .
To such extend , u dun wan any form of contacts btwn us ?
u dun see me as a fren yet u added me on fb . To wat ? keep track of my performance ?
bullshit behaviour .
i dun wanna entertain such idiots nimore .
if i were to ever bump into my buddy outside , i shall not hesitate to pass my no. to him .
Coz , u will never understand , that true friendship last forever .
i hate myself for sacrificing my freindship for the sake of your request ( his gf ) .
i shudn't have agreed .
NOW , i dun give a damn .
i love my friends , ok !
Waaaaaahh ~~~~
i've been busy working and so tired the past days till i got no time to update my blog !!
kk ..
1st of all , last Sat ( 22/5 ) , i don't know why laa eh .. i feel so fucking pressurized ..
maybe coz box is short of staff , and furthermore i do Counter 3 , the most counter people will queue at other than counter 2 . While taking over , 1 uncle came up to me and said
" UR SO SLOW !! JUST SELLING TICKETS ONLY CAN BE SO SLOW UH ?! "
Fwah .. anyhow2 uh u apek .. kaysiao say like that , when u dun fucking know wat's going on .
U shud hav purchased the tix WAY earlier wat to avoid queueing so long . Kanasai !
i boh layan his complain uh .. Used to it dy uh .. Box office staff all like got no feelings dy ..
we're being treated like robots or sometimes worse , like dogs .
Already short of staff , but we all need to go for break also . Worse part , i need to take over cross-selling AND manage my own counter ! So it's like to & fro , to & fro sia ..
and the new staff Bernard , run abang's counter .. stll need to giude him also !
So in conclusion , IM LIKE RUNNING here & there !!
it's sooo stressful kae , sumpah stress !
At ard 4am plus , ryt after closing i just feel damn pressurized til i couldn't take it nimore ..
i juz wanna break down & cry ..
coz it'll make me feel better .. .
& all i wanna do is call boifey up .
haaizzz .... .... ... .
The next day , Sunday ( 23/5 ) ..
i start work at 5pm .. take over counter 5 .
make the effort to come early to update synopsis & top-up flyers .
asked abang for PM cross-selling card . Then he like never layan & continue doing his stuff ..
So i waited uh .. coz w/o the card how to start my shift , true ?
then , out of the blue , this Woon asked( screamed )
" EH U SO FREE IS IT , HAH ?!!"
seriously eh , i hate it when pple anyhow2 scream at me uh . It's like , im not your maid lor ..
why can't u just ask nicely sia ?? wat's your fucking prob , man ?? SERIOUSLY ?!
How do u expect me to go in box WHEN the PM card hasn't been passed to me ?
How do u expect me to start work sia ??
THINK uh .. doesn't mean u got a so-called position as a manager , u can kaysiao-ly scold pple .
WTH man ..
I'm simply pissed .
& i miss ma boo .
:(
