Guess wat ?
i stayed at home throughout !
amazing or wat ??
Another great thing , i didn't even receive 1 bloody MSG or CALL from boifey .
i repeat . NOT EVEN ONE .
yeah , i believe people change . If u wanna blame it on your habit which is naturally like this , then i bet ur the kind of guy whose habits are extremely irregular . Beginning and now , totally different . Dint know that some people's habit can totally change like rockets on speed .
i kept wondering , wat can a guy be so obsessed with ?
Till he seriously can neglect his girlfie THE WHOLE DAY & NIGHT ?
LIKE SERIOUSLY ???!!
The only things i received on my mobile are :-
** someone calling me for elaine's or zee's no.
** Pika calling to use my staff com
** Cuzzie called & msged regarding sheesha outing
NOTHING FROM HIM .
No calls / text msg = u don't miss me OR WORSE , im not in your mind even for a sec ?
must I BE THE 1ST ONE TO ALWAYS MSG YOU ?
It's ok . im used to being neglected .
Anwae , i got to eat dinner wit family . Tho not hungry , mum secretly prepared my fav soft rice .
Yummy ! and so im tempted to eat !! My mum , she always show her care and misses towards us indirectly .
i ♥ her alott . :)
After dinner, i tidy up my closet .
After 2hrs , i discovered nearly half batch of my tops hav not been worn yet !
:D
Still , i WANT A BIGGER CLOSET !
the faster i get married , the faster i move out ..
YIIIIIIIPPPPEEE ~~~~
so let's just pick any random guy outside and i shall say " JOM KAHWIN ! "
hahaa !
im bored .
Goodness .. .
such a very bad dream i had just now .
it seems so hard for me to wake up from my sleep coz i don't wanna dream about it anymore .
Tried hard but couldn't open my eyes , lucky it's not like "Nightmare On Elm Street" whereby Freddy kills people in their sleep !!
Anyway , about my dream , i dreamt about my elder brother passed away .. :'(
I cant remember clearly dy how it happened .. But wat i know is that we all cry & cry ..
If im not wrong , we herd there's an accident somewhere near cck .. and then we got the news , that it was my bro ! :'(
Oh God , i know this is JUST A DREAM .
So , it's just a passing by dream pls .
Change topic , change topic !!
im on off today and i got no plans ..
hmm ....... maybe i should tidy up my wardrobe ..
so messy liao ..
Later i update again kae ..
Still alot to talk about .
♥ ♥
As this keyboard soak my tears , i typed .
Where are we running to ?
Why are we running in circles ?
It feels like forever
The circle is big enough for two
Justify this feelings only to yourself
Soak in life , soak through changes .
Soak in life , soak through changes .
Nothing new about the world
just watching you go by .
I tell myself to separate myself
from the black hole .
