" Sometimes , you just have to let it out . You will feel much better . Never lock your unrest feelings deep inside your heart or you might just feel extremely uneasy and depressed . Remember , there is more to life . "
yea there's more to life , i know .
And it does feel better once i let it out . way so better .
Why is it now then i have this prob .. of having some unrest feelings once in a while ..
Why is it now then i have to cry once a while ..
And why is it that i still cant be left alone or by myself if not i'd break down and cry .......... ... .
Wat is actually wrong with me ?
it's unlike me to be this way .. way back then .
Wat is it that im really missing ?
Wat is it that i really want ?
the answers lie in me myself ..... but im clueless .
clueless = cry my heart out
i may appear strong , i may be independent .
but then ................ im just any other ordinary girl who needs the
attention , love , care & concern .
from .... i guess i don't have to mention from who .
each and every girl has their own source of all these needs .
yeah . to be frank , i used to be the opposite of wat i am now .
if i really love that someone ,
wat i will always feel is ----- i need u , i want u , i wanna be with u , everything that matters to me is only u .
i can forget my friends just to be with the one i love . coz i believe in promises and to me , as long as we're together , he's my bf , my fren , my buddy , my family , my life , my everything .
He completes my whole life .
Until , he walked away .
my world .
my whole everything just left .
lucky i still remember that i still have my parents .. coz if not , i'd do something stupid .
Dat clearly shows how weak i am .
i have to drill " there's more to life " in me evry single time .
Dat's when i promised myself from that moment onwards , im gonna be strong and whatever it is , friends are my main priority .
i found my life back as soon as im with cathay .
Cathay's like my 2nd crib . we're like one big family . i feel the love & care and seriously , no other place could u find such caring people here .
i love all of them .
im contented , im at ease each time im there ...
But still, if we're born to be in such character , we're meant to be that way .
no matter how strong my new me may appear to be , the old me inside still craves for such moments .
no matter how independent my new me may perform , the old me inside still needs
the attention .
i guess , the denial of my true character at certain point of time ,
may be the reason for me to break down & cry .
it just hits me once in a while .
dat's why , i need to cry ......
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